TAA!

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I think I might get Tumblr. Jumping on the Tumblr bandwagon only about like...uh... a year late.

Anyway I now have hair that is dark blonde gold in colour and 2 inches shorter. Honestly, the "blonde" word in it totally throws you off does it not. My hair colour is not obtrusively in-your-face. In fact, the change is rather unnoticeable. So unnoticeable my sister didn't notice.

Notice notice notice... It's a funny word is it not! Not-ice. All the things you want to go unnoticed don't, and all the things you want noticed do. Maybe down the road I will understand how falling short of potential glory can be meaningful. Right now I'm staggering between confusion and misery and I cannot find the backbone to do otherwise. Just standing here and breathing unhealthy fascinations.

Time to get into the groove again! Grounded. Yes. I need to be grounded. No. Not in the you-are-jailed-at-home kinda grounded. The kind of grounded where I... Focus. Ugh. That detestable F-word. I have never been good at focusing. My heart and head are in the clouds. Always in the clouds.

Anyway, I have been up to alot and I have been neglecting this space. But aaah. Feels good typing here.

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WHY WHY WHY?!?!??!!! WHY SO KAWAII?!?!?!!

Since it is the first post of the year I feel compelled to fill this space with endless bountiful ingenious spoutings analysing life and providing critical retrospective insights into the year past and the year to come.

...NAWWW KIDDIN BITCHAZZZ MY HEAD IS HURTING AND I'M GONNA CRAWL BACK INTO BED TATA.

MY FAT WHITE THING IS GUILTY OF THIS. Guilty guilty guilty I tell you...!!!!!

Okay so 5 hours of sleep and right now I feel like a vegetable and my brain is. Non existent. No, it is not this way all the time. Got home not too long ago from Mich's place I SMELL OF DOGS my kitty is glaring at me. I can feel it. In approximately 2 minutes she will pounce on me because she is lethal.

It's been a busy week. I didn't think Cameron and KL were much of a respite. I spent most of my time sleeping. In my Dad's car that is I HATED THE DRIVE UGHZ I will helicopter in next time. No doubt in a helicopter coloured pink with green pokka dots. And aaiiiee tomorrow is Christmas?!?!! What happened to all my days in between they've gone in a heartbeat. And what's supposed to be the merriest time of the year, doesn't even feel like it. No self decorated tree, no stuffed turkey, no Christmas spirit, no familia gathering... Nothing! It gets drearier and drearier round this time every year. I wish it'd be different. Like a nice homey dinner of sorts absolutely cosy with the right people... Yknow? Just like you'd see in the movies.

But anyhow! I do love my life, even if I don't like most of the events that take place in it.

Exhibit 1.

There is a typewriter at the Law firm I've been at!1!1!!!1 SO EXCITINGZ but they don't let me play with it ahmagawd but it is terribly tempting it is just sitting there an armslength away and mocking me like you know you want to press my buttons lolololl.

Okay anyway. I have been having little else as daily sustenance but that above (ref to Exhibit 1). IT IS TERRIBLE. But it doesn't stop there. That is Lunch 1. Then I have Lunch 2 and Lunch 3. And then I have kitkats. I need to get out of that place. Quick.

So this was a rather good week. I met 2 of the fries, met Amz, rollerbladed with retards and mocked and made sure the white kid got her work cut out for that 6bux an hour, ate, ate, ate and ate...

Right now, I'm loving life, and daring to live it.

P.S.: if you read this, BAY ENGLAND DOESN'T NEED YOU COME HOME.